I believe this is like the 50th time ive set up a blogger/blogspot account, but it failed each and everytime, but im hoping this one will actually carry on past more than a month. Lately ive just been finding the need to write stuff down, and because almost everyday i go through my computer files deleting shit i am always tempted to delete my offline blog. Its just a random word document where i write stuff. its like 26 pages long at the moment. I might post bits from it every so often.
But yeah, getting away from the internet. College is coming to a close. Ashfield is anyway, im on easter break for 2 weeks, and then we are back to college for a few weeks, exams then thats it. 7 years at that school then one day im gonna wake up and its gonna be out of my life for good. Im applied for confetti in nottingham and got in on the open day, they guarnteed me a place there and then, then they took me on a tour around the building, its fucking confusing.
I've been reading loads of peoples blogs lately, and it stresses me out. It makes me think im not a normal teenager, and for once i actually want to be normal and do what everyone else is doing. I want to have a friend a see everyday, i want to go out drinking with my friends and not end up having some sort of massive crisis by the end of the night. I want to live on my own or with a small group of people my own age. I need some new people in my life.
i havent seen my best friend in a week and it makes me sad, but i get to see Ebbie tomorow and that makes me smile, we're gonna hang around nottingham doing nothing until 6 when shes going to see the rasmus, then im gonna wander off home.
ok that'll do. ill update later, bye.
[ i fucking hate pit]
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