God today is not a good day. I set my alarm to get up at half 8 so I could have a full day but my subconcious routine kicked in andi turned my alarm off and ended up waking up at half 3 PM.
My routine kicked in, a wandered downstairs, got something unhealthy to eat while my computer loaded up. Came onto the internet to look on all my bookmarked website see if anything had been updated. Nothing had, Nerimon posted a VEDA video but im bored of Nerimon now, he doesnt make videos about himself, just like other people, news and name dropping.
Then i just like woke up with all this random rage. I was reading through comments on videos that had nothing to do with me and getting pissed off at everything anyone said. I started watching tv, everyone on there pissed me off. Again, no reason behind it. Im not a violent person but i could have easily hurt some people today o_O
I need to finish my media coursework 2nd draft but things keep cropping up, i love procrstination... of all the time for me to realise how important it was for me to pack my school bag for the next day and tidy my whole room.
Incase you handt guessed, im pissed off. Hopefully ill feel better tomorow after i see some people at college. But im not staying for long cause i fucking hate the sixth form building. I like the ethics room with everyone but then teachers show up and tell me to bugger off, making me feel like a complete outsider, i leave the room knowing all those are still having fun but when i leave thats it, anyone who means something to me is in that room and i cant go in so wander off to the train station in a huff.
I'm thinking the internet can fuck off for a few days. I just wont come on.
Bye oh i need a picture....
here you go:


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