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Thursday, 21 May 2009

Disregard

Name?
Nicholas James (smith) Claxton

Age?
18

Current time?
1:34am

Date?
22-05-09

Currnet Concerns?
Many.

Why are you here?
to pick a fight with myself pretty much

Why do you suck?
cause i'm not a good friend and im just horrible.

Why do you think this?
i have my reasons which i cant tell anyone because i'll sound like a selfish cunt.

Why?
because i am a selfish cunt. who desperatley needs to get over himself.

What are you doing tomorow?
going to the bank and then wandering around town with my camera.

Why?
Cause i have nothing better to do with my life.

Why are you posting this now? and why are you doing it in quiz form?
I have no idea, i just feel easier answering questions than giving straight out answers at this point.

to sum up, i feel like shit. i'm a horrible person, and theres no point trying anymore. I have what? 3? 4? friends left in my life... one of them tried to kill themselves and i was none the wiser. thats why im such an awesome friend..

I can't sleep. but I don't want to be awake. it doesnt matter... it never matters.

je ne sais pas combien de plus long je peux faire ceci. il tout semble injustifié et insignifiant. désolé

1 comment:

  1. I hope you're online when I get home. Just so we can talk about it if you're still down, and so I can tell you that you're an amazing friend for an hour or so. Because you are incredible. I promise you that. I love you to pieces, and you aren't selfish, or anything. It's impossible for you to be selfish. I love you, seriously. xoxo

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