My face really hurts.

I spent yesterday in Skegness with some friends.
I spent the day before that at the Pokemon Village Fete with two really close friends.
I was ill...
...But I had an amazing time on both occasions.


I'm currently head over heels in love with this anime. It's called Kaiba. It's one of the most mind bending things I have ever experienced and I love every minute of it. The animation is beautiful yet simple. The characters are polar opposites and its easy to tell whether they are good or evil simple by glancing at them. My favourite body character is Baru.

Synopsis:
It is now possible to store memory data, so that the death of your body is not actually "death". As memories are stored in databanks, they can be "transferred" to new bodies. Because so-called "memory trading" now occurs, it is now possible to steal memories and illegally alter them. Society has fallen apart as authority has become lost and stagnant. One day, a man awakens in a ruined room. His name is Kaiba. He has no memories, but he does have a pendant with a picture of an unknown woman inside. In the skies are roiling clouds and electrical storms, impossible to pass without losing one's memories; above them lies the elusive realm of the rich and powerful, who barter others' bodies and memories for their own enjoyment and longevity. Below lies a troubled and dangerous world where good bodies are hard to come by and real money is scarce. After suddenly being attacked, Kaiba escapes into space, and during his travels meets all sorts of people and regains his memories. Throughout it, he continues to be troubled by the world's problems, as well as his own existence. And what of the woman in the pendant, Neiro?


I've been in an odd zen filled mood over the past few days. I've never felt like this before. It's an odd, constant nostalgia, i'm happy but there is a hint of underlying sadness that I can't seem to shake. I get really excited at the prospect of human contact but switch to blind rage instantly at anything that I can find that I don't agree with.
I miss people already.
I've been listening to alot of Owl City, Her Space Holiday and Julia Nunes while drinking. Simply because I have nothing better to do.

It makes me sad that I can't even afford to leave the house.



Anyone know anyone at all cause if there's a real problem then why stall hit me, I'm as ready as I'm gonna be I'm trying to find a happy medium I'm starting to think it isn't here If you see me face down with a magnifying glass I'm warning you to not come near Can we get past all the eye rolls and angry sighs get it over with so I can apologise for the first time for the last time for the millionth time I should start a line can I help who is next dump all your problems I wont be complex cause at 3 am when my eye lids sag I sure don't mind being your punching bag

It's not my fault i'm built differently.