Everything Happens for a reason.

I'm sorry. But I needed to document this because no one has ever made me feel like this before.

No one has ever made me feel alive like this before.

The other night, after alot of heavy drinking. Me and a good friend got a taxi back to his house, but got dropped off early because we couldn't afford to go any further.

We still had a mile or so to walk to get back to his. But we were exhausted. We started walking and came to a roundabout where we sat down for a minute. I fell back and stared at the sky. It was then I realised that where we were, you could see the stars. You can't see the stars where I live because of the city centre lights. I almost felt like crying because the last time I laid and looked at the stars was years ago. He fell back and laid next to me and we just laid there. Talking and staring at the stars in the middle of a roundabout on the outskirts of Nottingham.

He turned to me and said "I had an amazing time tonight."

I turned to him and said "Yeah, so did I."

We both rolled onto our backs and watched the stars for an hour. Until a bus came roaring around the roundabout and scared the hell out of him and he grabbed my arm. It was adorable. We both burst out laughing and couldn't stop, he jumped up and said i'll race you back to my house. So like a shot I jumped up and ran into the night. I could hear him behind me, slowly catching up. We were both running through empty, moon lit streets laughing and shouting at the top of our lungs. He grabbed my hand and we just ran and ran hand in hand.

We reached the top of his street where we both collapsed, trying to catch our breath through the laughter. When we'd both calmed down he turned to me and didn't look away. I knew what was about to happen as he leaned towards me.

He kissed me, and as he pulled away he stared into my eyes again and burst into laughter. We both did. We sat there, holding hands at 3am, silently looking at the stars. I felt infinite.