HEY HEY HEY HEY

(From left to right, Mackie, Ryan and Ashley)

Hey blog how's it going?

Okay, this is going to be a positive blog because I feel absolutely, utterly and fucking incredibly amazing. I can't believe how much my life has changed in the past few weeks and how much better I feel about myself, who i am, where i am and the people around me.

If I could meet myself from 1 year ago I most definitely would not recognize myself. Confetti has changed me. I'm completely fine with who I am. I don't care about what people think about me. I think thats the first time i've ever said that in my entire life and truly meant it. I have made an amazing little circle of friends from Confetti and they make me feel brilliant. They accept everything about me, they know how to make me laugh and feel wanted. 

Incase you can't tell I'm extremely happy. Last night was one of the best nights of my life. I used to dream of being that guy who has lots of friends, going out every night to parties and clubs and going drinking with friends. It finally happened. I turned into that guy. I don't know when, I don't know how but it happened. Last night I went to rescue rooms with Alice, Ashley and Ryan to hang out and have a couple of drinks. We ended up getting into rescue rooms for free, finding an unlocked back door and getting into stealth and a gig with temper tea for free. I went out with $25 and came home with $15. All I had to pay for were drinks and travel. I bought Ryan a couple of drinks as well. 

I fucking love those guys so much and I'm just so happy that I can be myself around them. I'm actually comfortable with my sense of humour and how I look around them.

Alice, is a brilliant girl, we met first in Budapest because I was looking after her because her girlfriend was being a complete dick. So we got to know each other really well.

Ryan, oh my god. This guy is fucking epic. He knows how to make me laugh and he knows my sense of humour. He is just all round incredible. I met him on the first day at Confetti because he's in my VS9 group. I have all my lessons with him so we always have a laugh.

Ashley is one of my newer friends, first time I met her she was off her face drunk and screaming down my ear about her boyfriend. Then she outed me to everyone at Confetti. It was hilarious how she did it though because no one believed her because she was so messy. But yeah she is hilarious and really down to earth. Even though she likes gatecrasher, WHAT WHAT HEY HEY *thriller pose*   ohhhhh my god.

Okay, I think this is getting too long now. (thats what she said)

Until next time blog, laters